Lyrics - Pleasures Disappear

Wondering where I belong;
no matter where I am I feel wrong.
One thing's for sure: you shook up the earth I was walking on.

Did you come to whisper truth into my ears,
or am I just mesmerized by lust and fear?
All I can do now is sit here alone.

All I know is that I don't want to make you sad.
I love the pleasures that we've had even if they disappear tomorrow.

I'm sorry that I'm so confused.
It's not my intent to torture you.
Stay away from me and you'll save yourself from sorrow.

We could be so happy, baby, if I only felt free.
Even with all these synchronicities, I don't know what I believe.

So many voices filling up my head.
What to keep and what to shed?
Until I have clarity, I'll lay here frozen in my bed.

'Cause I worry that I'm too sad.
I keep on trying and can't forget the past.
With all this love, how can it be so bad?

I think about having your baby.
Do you think I'm crazy?
Hold me close; no, just let me go.

Because I don't want to make you sad.
I love the pleasures that we've had even if they disappear tomorrow.

I'm sorry that I'm so confused.
I want to stop torturing you.
Save yourself, honey, I'm too full of sorrow.